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okay so the last 1 was quite mushy, so, this 1 mite b too! lmao! enjoiii!

spencer's pov

yep, she was ready to pop! we didn't know wat was going on, the docers wouldn't let us stay. they put her in sugery, emergency zezerian(spelling!). vane was hugging alex, she was freeking out. ryan was pacing the (pews in a church corridor and i can't help but to hear! sorry random moment!) hspital corridor. brendon looked excited but freekd out and i was just confused....

1day later:

caroline's pov

i woke up with a very sore stomach and a killer headache. the the happenings of yesterday and i shot up straight in bed. i saw alex and brendon in the waiting room hugging and rubbing her belly, i smiled. then i heard the sound of wheels coming down the hall. i looked around the room, everyone was crashing on the floor or on the couch, they all stayed over night for me. "i want to know, wether my baby is okay or not!" is what i thaght to my self. just as this was going through my head, two nurses came in with a big smile on their faces. "hello miss" one of them said with sickning fake smile. "hello, are you my nurses?" i asked in a whisper. "oh, yes, sorry, um, caroline, would you like to meet your baby girl?" she said walking up to me turning  her smile into a real one. my face lit up "oh my god, i had a baby girl?" i said as my heart jumped up to it's correct place out of my feet. "yes." she said nodding at the other nusre who walked out the door and pulled in a massive baby craddle, it looked like an incubator, of corse she would be in there, i meen, she's 3 months premature, im just so glad she's allive! the nurse helped me up out of my bed, the other still havn't woken up as i walked up to her, i saw how tiny she was, as long as a 30 cm ruler. i put my hand over my mouth, i had tears in my eyes, "that's my baby?" i asked wiht my eyes fixed on her. "yes it certainly is ma'am, you are very lucky, she only needs to stay in the incubator fro about 2 months, she is very healthy." she said smiling at me. "am i alowed to hold her?" i said hopefully. "unfortuanately, not, but u can touch her, here, you just take your hands like this..." she showed me how to do it....

jon's pov

i woke up on the couch to see caroline was up, i smiled at that moment i saw her smiling face, and i knew her baby was ok. "hay" she whispered to me as i walked over. "hay, you doin ok?" i asked hugging her and kissing her head. "yeh, yeh im heeps better, now that i know Rain is ok." ahe said smiling at me. "oh my god, she has blue eyes!" i said all happy and bubbly. i was looking at her, she's so pretty, but to me she looked so much like spencer, i double checked my self... nope, she looked like spence. "caroline?" i said still looking at Rain "mmmmm?" she said walking over to get a drink. "why does your baby look like spencer smith?" i said still very shocked. "ummm, i don't think she does jonny boy!" she said laughing. "remember? she's the resault of a one night stand"

RECAP

"hyow bout we go for a drive?" i said grabbing his hand. "yay!! i like driving!" he said giving off his ever so dorky smile. caroline was now peiring through the window at me she was giving me evil eyes... i knew what i had to do...

END RECAP

ALEX'S POV

"WHERE TO?" I SAID GETTING IN THE CAR TO BRENDON. "UMMMMM" HE SAID IN DEEP THAUGHT. HE'S SUCH A CUTIEE! "HOW BOUT STARBUCKS!" HE SAID PUTTING ON A DORKY SMILE. "OK! STARBUCKS IT IS!" I SAID TRYING TO ACT HAPPY. I WAS SO SCARED I DON'T WANT TO TELL HIM, BUT CAROLINE WILL DECAPITATE ME IF I DON'T. WE PULLED UP AT STARBUCKS "OKAY LETS GO IN, OR DO YOU JUST WANT ME TO GO ORDER?" I SAID OPENING THE CAR DOOR. "HOW BOUT YOU JUST TELL ME WHAT'S GOIN ON?" HE SAID GRABBING MY HAND. "WEL" I STARTED "YOU CAN TELL ME ANYTHING BABE" HE SAID IN A SERIOUS VOICE. "BRENDONIMLATEWHICHMEANSIMPREGNANTANDIDIDNTWANTTHISTOHAPPENANDIMREALLYREALLYSORRY!!!"I SAID ALL IN ONE GASP OF AIR. I LOKED AT HIM WAITING FOR A RESPONSE. SOMEHOW HE UNDERSTOOD WHAT THE FUCK I WAS SAYING. "WHAT ARE YOU SERIOUS?" HE SAID IN DISBELIEF "OMG BRENDON, IM SO SO SORRY" I HAD TEARS IN MY EYES. "FOR WHAT?" HE SAID HUGGING ME. "BABE, WE' RE GONNA HAVE A LITTLE BABY, CAROLINE'S BABY'S GONNA HAVE A LITTLE RANDOM BUDDY!" HE SAID LAUGHING. "BRENDON, IM SCARED" I SAID. "DON'T BE. I'LL BE HERE FOR YOU AND THE BABY, YOU WON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING!" HE SAID EXCITED "FUCK MAN! IM GONNA B A DAD!" HE SAID SCREAMING IT OUT THE CAR WINDOW. I LAUGHED AT HIM.

CAROLINE'S POV

I WAS SITTING ON THE TYRE SWING ME AND RYAN HAD PUT UP TOGETHER FOR THE BABY A COUPLE OF WEEKS AGO, HE WAS SO EXCITED TO BE AN UNCLE. I LAUGHED AT THE THAUGHT OF RYAN TRYING TO TEACH THE BABY THE GUITAR. I WONDER HOW ALEX AND BRENDON ARE DOING, SHE BETTER NOT HAVE CHICKENED OUT OR I WILL DECAPITATE HER. "HEY MUMMY!" I HEARD A VOICE FROM BEHIND ME. I KNEW IT WAS RYAN, HE HAD TAKEN TO CALLING ME MUMMY OVER THE PAST FEW DAYS. "WHAT DID I SAY ABOUT THAT NAME?" I SAID IN A JOKINGLY STERN VOICE. "SORRY, WILL YOU SPANK ME?" HE SAID LAUGHING QUITE HARD. I STARTED LAUGHING TOO. "OMG, WE HAVING TALKED IN AGES!" HE SAID SITTING DOWN ON THE GROUND NEXT TO ME. "I KNOW BUT YOU BEEN SPENDING ALOT OF TIME WITH NADIA" I SAID RUBBING MY BELLY, I WAS GETTING VERY UNCOMFORTABLE. "YEH THATS TRUE." HE SAID QUIETLY. "SO HAVE YOU THAUGHT OF ANY NAMES YET?" HE SAID OBVIOUSLY TRYING TO CHANGE THE SUBJECT. "WELL IF IT'S A GIRL, PROBABLY RAIN, IF SHE HAS BLUE EYES,A ND IF NOT, THEN I'LL NAME HER AFTER ALEX, JUST NAME HER SLEXI, AN DIF IT'S A BOY-" I WAS CUT OFF BY A VERY SHARP PAIN IN MY LOWER STOMACH. "OW! FUK!" I SAID LOOKING AT THE GROUND. "WHAT, DID IT KICK?" RYAN SAID GETTING ALL EXCITED, HE WANTED TO FEEL MY TUMMY NOW "NO,WELL IT DOSN'T FEEL LIKE A KICK, IT FEELS WORSE." I SIAD GETTING UP OFF THE SWING. "WHAT DO YOU MEEN?" RYAN SAID CONFUSED. AS I STOOD UP, WATER STARTED RUNNING DOWN MY LEG. WE BOTH KNEW EXACTLY WHAT IT WAS, BUT WE COULDN'T MAKE SENSE OF IT, I MEEN I WAS ONLY 6 MONTHS PREGANANT! "RYAN, FUCKING GO INSIDE AND GET VANE, AND SPENCER, THEY'RE COMING TO THE HOSPTAL WITH ME NOW!!" I SAID ALMOST CRYING. I HAD NEVER SEEN RYAN MOVE THAT FAST IN MY LIFE

BRENDON'S POV

OMG! IM GONNA BE A DAD! I CAN' BELIEVE IT! THATS ALL THAT WENT THROUGH MY HEAD AS I DROVE ALEX HOME. WE PULLED UP IN THE DRIVEWAY, RYAN WAS GETTING IN CAROLINE'S CAR AND SPENCER WAS PUTTING BLANKIETS IN THE BACK, I COULD SEE VANE SIITING DOWN. ALEX HAD JUMPED OUT OF THE CAR BEFORE I COULD EVEN COME TO A FULL STOP. "WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?!" SHE SAID RUNNING UP TO THE CAR. I WAS NOW WALKING OVER AT A FAST SPEED. "SOMETHING'S WRONG WIHT THE BABY, WE THINK CAROLINE'S GONE INTO EARLY LABOUR!" VANE EXPLAINED TRYIN TO KEEP CAROLINE CALM. "WHAT THE FUCK! THIS IS NOT HAPPENING!" WAS ALL WE COULD HEAR FROM THE BACK SEAT OF THE CAR. "C'MON ALEX, WE'LL FOLLOW THEM TO THE HOSPITAL." I SAID UNLOCKNG THE CAR. "OKAY, YEP, HURRY UP!" SHE SAID STARTING TO GET FLUSTERED. WE SPED OFF AFTER SPENCE AND THE REST.

VANE'S POV

"IT'S OK CAROLINE, JUST BREATH, IT'LL BE OKAY." I SAID ALMOST CRYING MYSELF. IT WAS ONLY ME, CAROLINE, ALEX, TESS, AND CHLOE WHO KNEW IT WAS SPENCER'S BABY, AND HE WAS TOTALLY OBLIVIOUS OF THE FACT THAT HIS BABY HAD SOMETHING WRONG WITH IT. "IT WON'T BE OK, WHATS WRONG WITH MY BABY?" CAROMELLO KEPT ON SAYING INTO MY CHEST, CRYING. "WE'RE HERE SPENCER AND RYAN SAID IN UNISON. I GRABBED CAROLINE'S BAG AND RYAN AND SPENCE HELPED CAROLINE INTO TH HOSPITAL...

okay, so i 4 got my password and it's screwed and shit so i had to make a new 1!! here it is! add me if u love me!! =P

caromello_happy@hotmail.com

thnx gurlies!! :P luv u alll!!!!!!

xox caromello

p.s more o fanfic sooooon!!!!

(recap)

mean, we are only just friends, we were drunk when it happended, im glad u guys r together, that boy needs a girlfriend you two look hot together any way!!" "omg, r u serious? you honestly don't care?" she said coming ovre to me and hugging me....

(end recap)

brendons pov

i was sitting with jon, when caroline came out with tears in her eyes. vanne and spencer were conoodling on the couch (dont ask me how that happened,) chloe was making wedding arangements. ryan and nadia were off somewhere. "hey r u ok?" alex came up to caroline. "yea yea im..im fine" she sed. caroline whispered somthing in alex's ear. alex shook her head, now i was confused... bad things happen wen im confused! i gave alex a "please explain" look as she sat down with caroline. she just gave me the "i'll tell u later" look,, bad things... bad things happen when im confused i tells ya!!

spencer's pov

me and vane had just hooked up, it was really sudden, i loves that girl, she's so pretty, smart, intelegent and did i mention she has a hot body?!?!?!?!...! but i didn't feel right, especially around caroline... maybe because we're good friends and she'sall moddy and giving off bad vibes every where.. i don't know!

alex's pov

i was getting really nervous now... me and caroline were having a conversation through our eyes and brendon was trying to work out what was going on. "tell him" was the look caroline told me through her warning eyes. "no!!" i looked back at her. she let off her death look, "fuks sake!" i screamed out. "u pussy alex!" caroline said to me as she walked passed me. every one was now looking at me:0_O "okay then" they all said in unison. "brendon.. can i talk to u for a minute?" i said walking up to him. "uh-uh! yeah!" he sed. "hyow bout we go for a drive?" i said grabbing his hand. "yay!! i like driving!" he said giving off his ever so dorky smile. caroline was now peiring through the window at me she was giving me evil eyes... i knew what i had to do...

hahaha!! im evil!! teeehee! im gonna leeve it ther... more soon! comment/buzz do ur shit!! luv yas.... and so dus p!atdmusicrox!! =DDD

xox caromello&slexi

alex's pov

for fuks sake! how could i do tht! i need to learn to keep my cats bum mouth shut!! "omg!! woot! were gonna have two random offsprings in the house running around!"spencer said running up and hugging me. "so your freeking out tht we're gonna have like two kids in the house?" i said pulling bak. "no way man!! imma be an uncle!!" he said laughing. "hay croline, can i talk to u for a bit?" vane said pulling caroline out of the kitchen. "sure!" caroline said doing her little pregnant wobble out of the kitchen.

caroline's pov

me and vane walked onto my room and kicked jon and brendon out thy were on my computer. "girls buisness!" vane screamed at them shutting the door. "wats up?" i asked plonking my self down on my bed.  "well, i was wondering..." she said fiddling with my draws. "mmmmmmm?" i said  "dop you know who the dad is?" she said really fast. *sigh* "i'm sure it's spencer, i don't want to tell him, i just said that it happend with a one night stand" i said looking at her pacing up and down the room. "why? is it bothering you?" i said starting to laugh at her. "well, it's just that, ummm, me and spencer, are kinda, well, we, um, have a thing going on, and we konda been hanging out, and i just wanted to know." she said looking worried. my heart sank five times over, it was at that time i realised that i loved spencer more than a friend, i was silent for a while then i put on a fake smile and said "why would it bother me? i mean, we are only just friends, we were drunk when it happended, im glad u guys r together, that boy needs a girlfriend you two look hot together any way!!" "omg, r u serious? you honestly don't care?" she said coming ovre to me and hugging me....

sorrry sorrry sorry i gtg! fuken stepdad being a drunken fool!! luv ya!! xoxxoxox caromello

vane's pov

caroline came home bout a month after she found out she was.. well... had a "friend" inside her, she now had a prega belly and was five months along and was alwats on the couch b coz of her hip. we talked alot and me spence and alex would always sit with her and talk about the baby. "so what do you think it will be.. boy or girl?" i asked caroline. "ummmmm well it's either a normal sized boy, or a fat assed girl!" she said laughing and rubbing her stomach. we all laughed. alex wasn't being her self, she was just sitting ther looking at her feet. caroline piked up on it. "hey guys, im craving one of spences smotthy's canu go and make me one?" she said looking at alex. "yeh sure i wnt one too so i'll go with u spence."i said getting up. we walked out he door, i stoped at the door, and spence kept on going. i shut it and put my ear to the door nob

convo:

alex in bold

okay wats up alex, ur not urself.

ok, u know how i'm never late. or anything?

*silence* keep going...

im like a month late, im really worried, me and brendon only had sex once, and how could i do this to him, how could i! he's going so well with the band and all, it's just, i cnt believe it!

alex, sweety it's okay, dnt worry bout it, i meen, u mite not be pregnant, and look at it this way, we can be prego buddies!!

hahahaha, okay,umm, should i go to the doctors?

yes, do u wnt me to come with u?

uh-huh, i think i'll ask vane to come aswell.

(end convo)

i ran into the kitchen as fast as i could so alex wouldn't see me at the door, spence saw me huffing and puffing. "r u opkay there?" he said cocking an eyebrow. "errr, huh, wat, oh um yeh im good, im all good!" i said trying to compose myself. alex walked in"ooo yummmy bannana!" she said taking the peices of banana off of the chopping bord. "hay i needed them!" spencer said getting angry at her "well sorry, i meen, i am eating for two!" she said obviously not thinking. she stopped chewing and looked around, caroline had walked in and started shaking her head at her and laughing i just looked to see spencers reaction....

okay i gpotta stop ther, more sooon!!

luv ya xox caroline

woooooooooooooooot! kay sorry ppls i havnt posted 4  a while but homework and shit like that... plus i needed "inspiration" for my next bit!! yay.. here u gooo!

caroline's pov

i woke up next to a scared looking nadia and a tess pacing the room, chloe talking to a man in white over coat and an alex.... wait, alex was doing a little dance.. omg, she was doing her pee dance, of coarse she would! i laughed to my self at that. "caroline? oh my god your awake, she's awake!" nadia said looking at every one, tess stopped and came running to me. "are you okay caroline??" she said hugging me, i felt an instant pain in my hip. "ouch!! fuk fuk fuk fikkle!!" i screamed the docter came over and pushed everyone out of the way. he started cheking every thing and shit like that. "miss menzies, were u aware that u are in the navada hsopital?" he said pulling bak from me. "ummm  welll i guesed i was in a hosptial!" i said still in pain "well caroline, you were shot in the hip." he said in a very matter of fact way. "no shit! i was shot in the ass!" i said sarcastically every one laffed. "fukedy fuke!! i reely need to pee! i reely gotta find a piss box and piss in i, coz i been here for hours and i havnt pissed 4 ever and now my bladder is gonna pop!!" i heard alex say in the background. the doctor told alex where to find a toilet. vane came in with flowers and chocolate."hay sweetie u okay?" she sai hugging me, there was that pain again. "im okay, i still don't remember wat happened though" alex let out a loud sigh as she came into the room, "that was a damn good piss!" she said laughing. every one laughed. "well it was just a random attack by the street gang thats been going around, it was scary" tess said smiling at me. it was a fake smile though, every one was looking like they knew somthing that i didn't, even alex. "hay guy's, can i please talk to the doctor, alone?" i said getting really suspicious. al i heard was "yes yeh sures, okays and mm hmms" as they all woalked out. "would you care you explain why my friends are acting like i have a big peice of parsely in my tooth and they dnt wanna tell me coz there's a hot guy across the room?" i said cocking my eyebrow. the doctor chuckled a little bit, then snapped back into his serious mood. i saw the boys all come in the waiting room the girls all greeted them, i could tell they were talking about me, but right now i wanted to know what was going down. "miss menzies, your very lucky your baby wasn't killed fro-" he was cut off "MY WHAT!!" i screamed sitting up hearting my hip. "your baby, miss, you are 3 months pregnant, i thaught you wouldv'e know considering you dnt get your time of month during pregnancy. "no, no, i didn't know, i thaught it was just the side affects of the drug i was taking to help stop my bulemia!" i said so confused, i wasn't bulemic any more, i just needed it coz it was prescribbed to me. "well, i suggest u get off those straight away miss menzies, and start worrying about your baby." he said walking out he door. i don't even remember sleeping wiht anyone, how could this happen? just then every one walked in, all the boys cane up and hugged me, spence was last, when he hugged me, i got a weird feeling inside my stomach.. then i remembered the night in town, we were all wasted, and me... and.. him.. no? could it be?

okay guys hope u like it more soon!!

xox caromello

okay, who had msn???? really? wow that's amazing!! well, fuken give it too meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! i feel so lonley, i mrs lloney, i have nobody to talk to on msn!!!! ok, now i'll get over my self... email me ur msn, or u can leave it in a comment, but watevr! hahahahhahahahaha! okay, now im over that!!

WHO WANTS TO BE MY RANDOM BUDDY, MY LOSER BUDDY, OR MY EMOBLOB BUDDY????(I'M NOT AN EMO, BUT PPL AT SKOOL CALL ME AND ALEX..(PATDMUSICROX) EMO, SO WE CAME UP WITH THE NAME EMOBLOBS 4 OUR SELVES!!)

TEEHEE!

BASIC REQUIREMENTS:

TO BE RANDOM:

1. YOU MUST BE ABLE TO GO UP TO SOMEBODY AND INTRODUCE YOURSELF AS "THE SLIGHTLY CARZIER ONE".
2. YOU HAVE TO SCREAM OUT SOME RANDOM PEICE OF SHIT AT LEAST ONE A DAY.
3. YOU MUST HAVE ENOUGH CONFIDENCE TO STAND UP TO ALL THE POPULAR BITCHES AT SKOOL, THEN GO OFF AND LAUGH ABOUT IT!

YOU MUST BE ABLE TO WEAR ANY RANDOM SHIT AND NOT CARE WAT PPL THINK!

TO BE A LOSER: (LIKE NOT REALLY, IT'S JUST A WORD! LMAO!)

1. YOU MUST BE ABLE TO ADDMIT YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH PANIC!AT THE DISCO WITH PRIDE!!
2. YOU MUST BE ABLE TO SPEAK LIKE A RETARD

YOU MUST BE THE ONE OF THE MOST CRAZIEST PPL IN UR CLASS

TO BE AN EMO LOB, YOU JUST HAVE TO H8 PPL CALLING U AN EMO!!

LUV U ALL! XOX CAROLINE!!

okay, so if i promisd you a part in this story plz tell me, 'coz it's tooooo hectic now to add n  e one else, but, if you would like to be in my next fanfic.. which i'm starting after chapter 15 of now im of consenting age...you can tell me and if u have ideas.. plz get bak to me, i can reallly only let like maybe 4 more ppl in, so u have to be quik, i already have, alex and chloe that im putting in so, maybe make that 2-3, it really depends on what im doing. hahahahaha!!

okay, so now getting to the goood stuff:

CHEESE=GOOOD! =DDD

MALE TEACHERS SUCK COCK!!!... THEIR OWN COCK.

FRIENDS ARE THE BEST THING THAT CAN HAPPEN TO YOU, DON'T THROW THEM AWAY!!

PANIC! ARE THE BEST BAND THAT GOD PUT BREATH INTO (I DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD SO YEH)

FALL OUT BOY ARE GODS FOR DISCOVERING PANIC! WELL PETE DID THAT, BUT U KNOW WHAT IM GETTING AT... PLUS THEIR GODS ANYWAY FOR THEIR MOOOSIC!

FAVE FOOD=NOODLES!! =P

hahaha okay, so that was my random moment... lmao! btw, yeh, still ge bak to me bout the journal!!!

luv ya all! xox caroline

Thats messed up
look at this!!!

"It's Fucked up that Guys really do shit like this!!"
Body: Guy: " Can We Have Sex Right now ? "
Girl: "Can we do what?"

Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?"

Girl: "Um.....no."

Guy: "Why?"

Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."

Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell."

Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."

Guy: "I'm not special to you?"

Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."

Guy: looks forward and keeps driving.



5 minutes pass.......



Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh.

Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.".

Guy: tries to kiss her.

Girl: screams, "Would you stop."

Guy: continues trying.

Girl: moves to the back seat



Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her.

Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this."

Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in your eyes." Moves over to her and starts to unbutton her pants.

Girl: pushes him harder and says, "No, don't."

Guy: getting aggravated, punches her and tells her to stop "playing hard to get".

Girl: crying, continues to fight.

Guy: punches her harder, pulls her pants off, and holds her down.

Girl: screams as he penetrates her, "NO, please don't do this to me!"

Guy: puts his hand over her mouth.





An hour passes.........

Guy: pulls back and wipes himself off.

Girl: sits on the corner of the seat, sobbing.

Guy: looks at her and says, "You better not tell anybody about this. If you're really my friend, you won't tell anybody about this. You know I love you." He reaches out his hand to touch her cheek.

Girl: pulls back, "Just take me home, now."

Guy: says, "Alright." Gets in the front seat and drives her home.





2 months later.........

Girl: "Doctor, what's wrong with me. I haven't had my time of the month in 2 months."

Doctor: looks at her, "You haven't been having your "time" for a reason."

Girl: looks at him and says, "Why?" dreading the answer that she was sure to receive.

Doctor: "You are pregnant."

Girl: faints.



The story gets out that she is pregnant, and people start looking to the Guy. He claims that it isn't his because she was sleeping with every guy in the school(which was a lie). He goes to her and tells her, "I'm telling you, if you lie to people and say that I raped you, I'll kill you."



The Girl is completely devastated. First, he took her virginity and got her pregnant....then he lied about it. So completely depressed......the girl commits suicide by drug overdose....... 



i didn't write this! but it touched me and it got me pissed about how many women are getting abused, not only in australia, but in other parts of the world, it's evrywhere, myself and my mother are two of those very unlicky people, not suxually abused, but we are abused, and we are backed into a corner, we can't do anything about it, coz without this dickface, i can't go to school, we can't pay bills and my animals would be dead.

post this if it touched you. comment and well u dnt hav to buzz, but if u feel like it, i guess u can!

we should all stand up against women living in fear.. trust me... i know how it feels!

luv u guys.. xox caroline